mungkin,ble kte sndiri yg mrasai,kita akn terasa sakitnye..saat seseowg itu brasa sakit akibat pbuatan kita sndiri,kita mrasakn itu hnye melebeyh2 lak.cm xmngkin r smpay gitu..tp,ble turn kite untk rasa,kita bru sdr..dye lebeyh pntg dr segala-galanya...dye tlalu pntg..shngga kita slalu nges untk dye..bru mse tu kita rasa cmne prasaan dye ble kita buat pkara tu..its hurt a lot...

mungkin,kita tlalu alpa..mngkin kita tlalu pntgkn diri..maafkn sye.mngkin sye xptowt buat gitu.mngkin sye da rase ape yg awk da rase sblum nie..syecube xulangi..tp awk trus buat gini..mybe mse tu awk fikir,dulu sye wat gitu kat awk takpe ngt..tp wak,sye da sdr.sye sdr,sye perlukn awk.sye perlukn awk untk buat sye yakin..tp,sye tahu awk jugak perlukn kebebasan..takpe,7hari lagy kn? awk buat r pe awk nk..sye xkn tahu dah..

dear awk,sye tahu sye byk buat tluka smnjak kblkgn nie..n sye jugak x pnye byk mse untk awk skrg..mybe sbb tu awk nk phatian seseowg yg len,,maafkn sye..takpe,xperlu jelaskn pd sye..sye taw,ape yg awk buat psti ada reasons..huk3.mission impossible? huhu.ntah..

sye taw sye xptowt jeles nge dye..coz sye tahu stakat mne awk anggap sye sbgai seorg yg istimewa..tp,jeles tu ttp mncul..sye cube wak xjeles,tp ye kerap mhantui sye..yup,mngkin ble sye rapat dgn seseowg yg len,bru awk rase ape yg sdg sye rase.kdg2,nie bkn stakat jeles,mybe terkejut? atau ntah.susah untk diperjelas kpd awk...sye taw sye xptowt sekat kbbsan awk..maafkn sye.mngkin,,sye xdpt lpskn awk lagy,n mngkin buat slamanye sye ttp xdpt lpskn awk...maafkn sye.maafkn sye krn tlalu pntgkn diri...

awk,msih ingt kita gaduh sbb owg len gak dulu? dn skrg kita gaduh lak sbb dye..n sye btowl2 xnk gaduh nge awk..cme,cm awk ckp,perlu k?perlu k kite buat sume tu? n ble awk ckp awk xnk bhubung dh dgn dye demi sye,sye epy..tp lam mse yg same,sye tkowt..sye tkowt sye akn kcewa..bkn sye xpercayakn awk,sye taw awk bkn jnis yg akn mungkir jnji,tp juz prasaan sye kowt,,mngkin satu ary 6t,yup,sye tpakse lpskn awk smntara..yup,7hari lagy...huk3.

sye mntk maaf gak xdpt fhami diri awk..mngkin sye bkn yg tbeq..sye mntk maaf gak xdpt selesaikn mslh awk..xkire r mslh tu kecil skalipun.sye ttp xmmpu tlg awk pape..maafkn sye..mngkin,ble sye akn hilang dr hidup awk smntare,agknye ape yg awk akn rase? ntah,sori law entry nie buat awk marah..juz,nk luahkn ape yg tbuku lam aty sye..coz sye xdpt btrus trg nge awk ble sye dgr suara awk.maafkn sye.sye pnakut kn?huk3.sye mntk maaf gak coz xdpt sokong awk cm slalu.sye xdpt nk supot awk lagy cm dulu..mybe tu sbb awk ngadu nge owg lain lak.takpe,sye xslhkn awk lnsung..sye sdr nie slh sye..its my fault..

let the dream untitled

assalamualaikum..

lme x update..byk sngt mslh.hehe.trutama skrg nie exm..:) tp,sye taw,xde sape2 yg akn tgk blog nie..hihi.

da nk akhir taon..huk3.dn sye tpakse mlepaskn sesuatu yg sye x snggup sye nk lps..mybe da lame sye pgg,sye tpakse biarkn dye pergi untk kbaikan mngkin..tp sye x taw,sye mmpu k buat kptsn tnpe dye di sisi sye lagy? sye mmpu k trus bdiri dn kuatkn smngt? sye xpe,sye bleyh pndm sume tu.tp dye bleyh ker? huk3.

sye bkn mragui kbolehan dye,sye juz...mybe sye tlalu bmbgkn dye..sye bese supot dye.dn sye da tbiase..ble satu ary 6t sye xperlu bg supot kat spe2,msty len kn?huk3.sye taw sye kne blajar untk mse dpn sye..huk3.mngkin nie untk kbaikan kami gak...mngkin kptsn yg tbeq adalah untk lpskn dye pergi...huk3.sye xtaw ape sye akn ckp mse last day sye dpt dgr suare dye lagy..adakah tngisan shje yg dpt dye dgr,atau sbaliknye? huk3..tlalu sukar untk sye lpaskn dye pergi.sye taw,sye tpakse hadapi tahun dpn tnpe dye...huk3

sumthin yg beq kte xdpat miliki..mngkin tu lumrah khidupan..huk3..6t mnggu dpn last exm..n mse smakin mdesak untk sye lpaskn dye..sye nges lame sngt kelmarin..sye taw,walaupun nie juz hnye sye yg mngkin sukekn dye,coz dye xpnh gtaw ape prasaan dye kat sye..tp hati nie ttp skit coz sye akn khlgn owg yg slalu ade ble sye nk give up..ble sye perlukn dorongan,dye ade..dn tahun dpn,dye akn pergi...huk3..mngkin sye tpakse terime nie sbgai realiti.sbgai satu kyataan,satu ary 6t,kalau kami ade jodoh,kami akn bjumpe smule..huk3.jodoh ttp di tgn Tuhan..dn sye juz bhrap Allah akn menemukn seseowg yg mmpu pimpin sye dn didik sye mjd owg yg beq..sye taw byk sngt slap sye sblum nie..dan andai tiada jodoh antara kami,sye ttp akn doakn dye jmpe owg yg tbeq untk hdup dye..

kte xdpt nafikan...kte akn jmpe ramai owg..trutama law kte pergi k luar ngare..n mybe sye atau dye akn tjmpe seseowg di sana..tp sye nk tnggu dye..law dye da kawen t,mse tu sye ttp tpakse lpskn dye.cme,biarlah ble dye kawen t nge spe2,sye x akn tluke..huk3..dye x taw ape prasaan sye kat dye,dn sye pom xtaw ape prasaan dye kat sye.mngkin tlalu awal untk sye gtaw dye sye sukekan dye...huk3..dye ade suh sye sbr ble dye pergi tahun dpn.dye suh sye tnggu dye.ble sye tnye mksd dye,dye gtaw,xde pape.huhu.

skrg,mngkin nie msenye untk sye blatih hadapi tahun dpn..mngkin nie yg tbeq yg ptowt sye dn dye lakukan.myepi antara satu same len lps exm nie..

sye bterime kasih sgt kat dye,coz ubah sye jd owg yg lebeyh beq.huk3..byk prubahan yg sye sdr tlh sye alami.thenx sngt..thenx wak.awak,jge diri awak beq2 tahun dpn..awak buat r pe yg tbeq untk dri awak..sye akn oke.awak jgn bmbg..juz,sye harapkn awk akn jd seowg lelaki yg lbeyh tbah dn kuat untk hadapi hari sterusnye..gudluck wak untk tahun dpn..kuatkn smngt.sye xkn lupekan jase awk.n_n 

byep wak.mybe t last kte dpt bhubung,tu ary yg plg sye bhgie.thenx krane sudi kawan nge sye:)

hia.nina.stories.

waaaa,lame x pgg keyboard;) oke,sye tpu..actually,mlas nk update..hehe.byk bnde sye nk cter taw!! tp,nk bwt cmner kn,mls mguasai diri.hee~ tp,las2 ade gak yg mntk sye update blog nie.blog,sowie erk?lame dh sye xpedulikn awk..hihi.sye bz cket..bz bwt pe? ade laa^_^

btw,nk cter gak sal hia nina nie..hehe.emm,spe hia nina? hehe.sye laa! hihi.emmm,actually,disebalik nme nie,ade sejarah sye..tp,xleyh gtaw agy r bwt mse nie.hihi.emm,juz,perhaps want to share one story?^_^

sumtyme lyfe teach us to be patient..sumtyme lyfe make us cry..sumtyme lyfe could make us very grateful with our lyfe rite now..

kdg2,ble kte tgk owg len,kte rase dye bhgie sngt.kdg2,kte xtsedar yg kte sbnarnye lihat dgn mgunakn sebelah mate jep.kte xtaw pe yg dye sdg lalui.kte xtaw npe yg ade kat aty dye.mybe kte rase,"elehh.atleast dye better dr kte" msty ade gak pnh tlintas cm2 kn?

pnh x korg tfikir,ape sbb Allah cipta korg nge kkrgn nie?mybe korg rase kkrgn nie bwt korg cm hine,xbnilai lnsung...sbnrnye,akn ade seseowg yg amat mhargai diri anda yg serba kkrgn.xperlu untk jd seowg yg perfect untk bjln dn mnikmati hidup nie dgn snyuman..

kdg2,kte rase cm nk jerit ble mslh dtg btimpa2.cm sje nk bwt kte tkg kn? tp,dlm mse yg sme,kte amo owg dgr jeritan kte.xmo bia mreka nmpk tgisan kte.. hihi.tu gnenye doa..adu r kat Allah.tkdg,mmg btowl.xgne kte juz myerah kat Allah,mslh xkn selesai..tp,tu kn slh satu ikhtiar yg kte bleyh lakukn?pabila kte merasa ptus asa,dn tidak taw tujuan,bserahlah pada Allah.mudah mdahan Allah mnolong kte,mpermudahkn urusan kte,kn3?^_^

kita kdg2 tlalu taksub mlihat keindahan owg lain hatta shingga kte tdak tpandang akn keindahan diri kte,lalu kte segera mnafsirkn diri kite ini lnsung tidak bernilai..aty kte tlalu keras untuk mnerima diri kte seadanye.pabila kamu bjumpa dgn seseowg,d saat kamu bhgia dgnnya,kamu akn ragu2,adakah dye mnerima kamu seadanye..adakah segala kkrgn kamu dye dpt trime..andai dye mgatakn dye snggup.maka percayailah dirinye..coz law dye bbhong,xkn r dye snggup bsama kamu slama bbrpe bulan kowt?kdg2,tnpe kte sedari,sgla kkrgn kte mjadikannye hdup bsma psgn kte mjd smpurna.coz kkrgn kte mlengkapi sebuah rumah tngge:D

 emmm,hehe.oke.da cyap tulis.nk bwt sumthin jap.emm,next post r gtaw^_^ byep2 sume...salam:)

                                                                                                                        mics chiyo hana

LIFE

SUMTYME TOO EASY TO BE FOOLED

SUMTYME TOO COMPLICATED TO UNDERSTAND

SUMTYME TOO SWEET

SUMTYME TOO SAD

LIFE ISN'T ABOUT HOW FAST WE GOT TO DA END

BUT HOW WE ENJOY ALONG DA JOURNEY TO DA

END

sumtyme,idowp nie xslalu indah.ade ary wat kte epy sngt pa kte nk lompat gy bulan pa:) ade ary wat kte sedeyh sngt pa kte nk nyorok kat blik pa sebulan xpe.huhu.tp tu laa hidup.kte xkn dpt nkmat hdup law sume yg kte nk kte akn dpt dgn mudah.

it's da same about UNPERFECTLESS.tu pkataan sye cpta sndiri yerr.hihi.kdg2,law kte tgk skeliling kte,sumenye nmpk perfect.dye pnday.lawa.tnggi.kaye.sume yg seowg gadis mahukn untk jd lebeyh attractive.tp....

law kte seperfect itu,cmner kte nk taw owg tu btowl2 ikhlas nk kwn nge kte,sygkn kte,cntekn kte cm mk ayh kte bg?kdg2,owg hop xperfect,dye lebeyh mhargai dr owg yg perfect,coz bg dye,untk seseowg trime dye yg lam kedaifan,msty miracle.well,sye pom rse cm2:) sye xperfect mne pom.sye xlawa pom,xtnggi pom,xkaye pom,xpnday mne pom..tp ble ade owg yg nk kwn nge sye,nk sygkn sye,sye hargai sngt:) coz sye taw,awk bleyh trime sye seadanye.bkn krne cntik,hrte atau physical properties yg len,tp sbb sye sndiri.skap sye:D

sye taw,bkn mudah seseowg untk trime owg yg xperfect cm sye niee,tp xmustahil kn satu ary 6t ade yg akn mnerime kte seadanya? jd,ble kte tue k,sakit k,dye akn still nge kte kn?coz dye sukekn kte sbb aty kte.n aty kte xkn brubah pa kte tue kn? satu hati ttp akn mjd hati.akn setia mgepam darah,akn mantain pnye shape.akn trus kekal mjd ape yg sptowtnye.sdgkn cntik tu xkn k mne.panday mcm mne pom satu ary 6t korg akn bsara gop dr kije korg(bkn nk suh korg jgn blajo lop nie.jgn misunderstood.haha)tnggi cmner pom korg,satu ary 6t akn mbongkak jd tue gop.kaye mcm mane pom,satu ary 6t korg kne tnggalkn gop harte tu.huhu.

tapi,aty yg ikhlas lam lakukan ape2 je,akn ttp ikhlas..ikhlas tu xkn pnah pudar.n tu yg wat seseowg tu mkin cntik:D taw x,kdg2 sye cntekn unperfectless sye nie..coz nge unperfectless nie wat sye lebeyh mhargai owg disekeliling sye.buat sye tkowt untk khilangn mreka:) 

kdg2,kte xperlu mrungut pom ttg bkpe diri kte Allah cpta cmni? bkpe x cipta cm owg len? coz Allah sygkn kte..Allah amo bg kte riyak nge ksempurnaan yg xkekal..coz Allah nk bg kte aty yg perfect yg kekal abadi:)

so,be epy ! tp,xsalah law kte nk perbaiki ketidaksempurnaan kte.,coz Allah tuntut kte perbaiki ape yg ade.tp law bnde tu mmg xleyh diubah,bsyukur lah.coz sumenye ade sbb yg Allah rhsiekn dr kte.

Allahu'alam.Assalamualaikum w.b.t :D

BESTEST!!! :)

1..2..3..4

there's only one way,

two say,

three words,

i lOVE u ^_^

4 all my fwens.hihi

well,lme xupdate blog.hihi.ingt nk cter gop sal kem yg aq join mnggu lps.besh ngt.hihi.group aq,

PRODUKSI LASKAR PELANGI 

bg aq,nie group hop plg epy kowt.cm member2 nie bkn syes ngt wat kije.wat important is ENJOY IN WAT EVERYTHING U R DOING.HAV FUN.COZ DIS CAMP IS NOT BOUT BEING DA BEST,BUT LEARNT HOW TO BE IN TEAM.^^ N I GUESS WE HAD DONE OUR MISSION.WE R IN TEAM.:D

group nie,director,mmg tkg r.dh dowk desak owg wat cpt.nk dpt epal.las2 xbg pom mse ary las.ye kebas sowg.adoiii..-__-! arytu,ye mhilang tbe2 mse tgh2 edit vdeo.tnye kwn ye,ye kbo,director tgh pjuk awex ye.haha.klako nguh.dang ouh..owg tgh bz laker,bleyh ye mhilang gitu.haha.tp,ye gop director hop arah2 bia syes sket.bia pom ye ndiri xleyh tahan nk ktwe,sket tyr nguh.haha.law director xdop,mybe vdeo nie xmjd ngt kowt.thnx coz being laskar plangi director.^^

sal audioman lop,kdg tgk ye cm xambk ksh aner pom.ingt agy,owg suh ye cari sound,kat2 sejam ye snyp dowk dpn lappy.ingt ye tgh mcari,tnye2 ye bg se je bnyi,ye men fb ekpom.adoiii.xtkg aner pom.haha.ingt gop,sal kerpok lekor op?ingt wat men je nk smpn,rpenye mmg smpn btowl untk mam se group.well,frst tyme aq mam satar.satar op nme ye?haha.frst tyme gop aq suke mam satar.haha.dwet cg op?haha.ye kdg wat lawak gop.tp ye wat lwak,ye xske.owg len hop suke lop.haha.n ye pnye slogan," han'toii " sme r nge director.men glir2 sbut.law shari x sbut,xsah..well,tu keunikan group nie.walau mcm mane pom,audioman nie hop wat group jd xsyes ngt cm group len ble wat shooting.haha

sal plakon,ntah r,ye kdg cm blurr je.saboh r jd plakon pom.haha.ye wat klako opmo,cm audioman gop..adoii..ingt agy,hop scene ye wat air liur ouh,wpe kali wat.haha.mse shooting hop kat air trjun ouh,xjd ade skali scene ouh,ye suke coz tgk hafiq cm nk jatuh gitu.haha.tp,ye mmg plakon hop bjop r,tu sbb ye dpt anugerah plakon tbeq.haha.pnah skali ye cter,mse tu mse lps abis dh r wat vdeo,sdg owg len tgh wat editing laker,ye ade cter sal kaki ye.ye cter k sume r(group).haha.ye kbo kaki ye bengkak pa cm flowerhorn.xingt ane cter ye gne,tp gitu r.haha.tu r plakon laskar plangi.

sal cameraman,ye klako gop.taw x,ye rpenye f2! cm kjut gop r mse mule2 taw.ye kbo mse ary las.cm kejut r.ira nge aida pom kejut gop.tp laki2 group nie xkejut pom coz taw dh ye sbnrnye f2.kitowg cm kjut coz kem nie hnye untk f4.ye gne nme owg len r.kre ye cm pganti r.tp,wlau pun ye f2,kdg tabik gop kat ye,coz ye pnday wat lolop cm f4.kdg xnmpk pom cm f2.haha.well,leyh dh r bsaing nge plakon hom.haha.ye mntak maaf kat sumer!

sal camerawoman,hehe,ye beq.^_^ ye pnday hom nk ambk vdeo mse shooting hom.hafiq tlg2 ye r.well,teamwork!! hihi.director arah2 je.haha.ye dowk blik dpn sye:) jd,sng r.kdg pnah gop skali lepak kt blik diowg.kdg dowk tperuk je lam blik,mls ekpom nk kaca owg.huhu.sowg agy ouh beq gop.nk taw nme setiap diowg x? xyah la taw :)

hoping we will meet soon;)

P.O.I.U.Y.T.R.E.W.Q

I AM HAPPY NOW 

WITH WAT I HAD GOT NOW IN MY LIFE..

bru mren aq sedar..sbnarnye aq xperlu jd owg len untk buat aq nmpk perfect di mate owg..juz be urself..and i gotta need sumone for me to make me strong..n i guess i had got it all..be positive,is a word dat i would never forget..thanx:D

aq xleyh luahkn blaker kat cni kn? bhye! XD but,mcm mne pom,klu kte x luahkn pom ape yg kte rse kat blog nie asalkn ade seseowg yg snggup dgr ape yg ingin kte ckp,snggup ade bsme kte saat kte frust n rse nk give up,snggup bg pndpt yg jujur,n give us feel safier,slalu bsabar nge karenah kte yg kdg2 mlampau atau tlalu snsitif,slalu bg kte supot,ade nge kte ble kte perluknnye,ade nge kte saat kte rse nk nges,n da most important,owg tu ikhlas nge kte,it is da most precious gift..too precious to be left.n only if i got da gift one day,i won't let da gift be wasted..really,sye xtpu^^

humphh,midterm exm due mnggu agy!! sye x stdy pom agy!! can u imagine?! nk hbiskn stdy2 nie lam mse smnggu?? kdg rse tkg gop r,tp tkg2 g2,las2 sye tdo.xr mikir ngt ble tdo kn? sye jangkit vrus nge owg tuu:O xpe,kte cbe ubah sme2 k? haha..kte buktikn kte mmpu dpt atleast 9A positive midterm kali nie!!! chaiyoo hana! chaiyoo BIA!! hihi.sye akn stdy btowl2 dh lps nie.xmen2 dh.mlm2 x tdo awl2 dh.it da tyme to get serious..kte ushe susah2 kali nie,ble bsar 6t sng idowp.trutama owg laki,kn diowg kne sara kluarge diowg satu ary 6t,jd diowg lagy laa kne stdy kuat2.so ank nge istri dye x hdup kbuluran.haha.

aaa! sye xmmpu jd syes! tkgnyewp! bkpe sye mls ngt lenim ea?? nk bkak bku pom susah.nseb cg2 ade.law x,msty otal x gerak dh.sye kne ade owg pkse sye blajo,bru jd mangat sket.awk,pkse sye blajo bley? :) etg sye jd mls2,pastu result down,then mami pom marah2..n xbg sye cntct spe2 gne fon dh kn..nk ker jd cm2?? xnak! sye kne usha!! tu je cre so dat my phone xkn dirampas lagy! hana!!! remember! niat xbtowl dh c2.haha.juz wanna light up da spirit,i guess it juz okay!! 

.phone.wish.panda.lappy.doctor.

.blog.fbook.fashion.hygiene.bufday.

.book.cocuriculum.certificate.

.flowers.cake.milk.height.china.

n da most important

jeng..jengg..jenggg..

sory laa.xleyh gtaw,secret3 ;D 

pehal wat list tbe2 nie? haha.nie sume mnde yg sye nk.law bley laa,insyaAllah.

awk3,wish me luck 4 dis midterm exm! sye akn ushe! i will!!! 

                                              

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HACKING FACEBOOK???!!

xtkg aner pom...

nk utarakan sdikit pertanyaan niee,pesal nk hack ngt fb owg ea?? xdop kije ngt ker gne? huk3..tlg r hormati hak owg len.syes,sye xsuke owg hack g2..jgn wat sye bnci awk.xske!! jauhkn tgn awk dr hacking fb pye2 pom! tlg r,awk ndiri xske law fb awk owg hack,jd consider others feeling too.mybe skrg sye xtaw agy spe hop hack ngt ea,tp satu ary 6t sye akn taw gop.dn mse tu mybe sye mmg akn bencii ngt kat awk.

so,think rationally before you act.don't make dis as a reason for me not to trust you even in a simple,single things..coz once you lied,i would remember 4eva.coz it a pain dat need a long tyme to recover.so,think 'bout it..ngaku skrg,coz its will be better dr sye taw sndiri hop awk rupenye yg hack fb ouh.skian,tQ.

assalamualaikum

thE memORy

assalamualaikum.huhu.

aq xtaw.tlalu byk untk difikirkn..aq xtaw law owg akn bce post nie.aq nk privatekn,tp aq suke untk mbuat owg len myelami sndiri ape yg aq rase..dn itu mbuatkn aq untk trus wat status blog nie sbgai public..tp,ble aq fikirkn smule,ble aq tulis sumthin,aq takowt owg slh phm...mreka tlalu cpt make their own conclusions.so sad to hear it.but,the reality is there.no need to be discussed for sure.

kdg2,aq xtaw.aq nk luahkn ape yg aty aq pndm kat cni.aq nk bia sumenye lepas.tp ble aq fikir akn ade owg yg bce blog nie,ia wat aq jd x keruan..seolah-olah aq sdg mmaparkn kisah hdup aq untk tontonan ramai.seolah-olah aq sdg cbe menagih smpati dr owg yg mbcenye.dn aq xsuke untk diberi rse simpati tu.coz ble smpati,diowg xkn ikhlas wat sumthin untk aq.huk3.msty korg pnah rse gak.atau hdup korg lebeyh perfect dr aq.no one knows.but as for me as i am not 100% perfect,or perhaps i just a human dat less than 50% perfection.or could be lesser than dat,i try to postivekn my mind.syukur alhamdulillah is a word dat can make me smile again ble aq kne hina atau diumpat atau diperkatakn ttg kekurangnku.kdg2 aq plek,spnjg aq mjlani hdup nie,aq tgk..knpe owg tlalu mudah judge seseowg bdasarkn luarannye?

                                      (nie hnye gmbar smata2)

yup,mmg xdop istilah luar truk,hati baik..tu kte abg2,kkk2,n kwn sekelas yg agak alim.yup,diowg kte,law aty beq,law aty suci,kte xkn brani wat pkara2 yg truk2..tp,sye plek.adakah kte sdg mbhaskn aty seseowg bdasarkn pnampilannya? 

Ali ibn Abbi Talib (RA):

"A friend cannot be considered as friends until he is tested in three occasions; in time of need, behind your back and until after your death."

knpe kte diberi kbenaran untk judge aty owg tu? kte xtaw.mybe owg yg pkai pkaian auratnye lengkap ditutup,tp las2 dialah yg tikam blkg kte?(nie CONTOH okey???JGN SLAH PHAM!) knpe ble kte tgk owg tu cm lebeyh krg je..tp sbnrnye dia owg ptama yg akn mbantu kte pabila kte mmerluknnnye?aq bkn cbe mbankang ape yg dibahaskn,nmun untk mpunyai pndpt sndiri x salh kn? aq pnah lalui.ade yg bnar2 prangai baik,dn dia jugak yg tlg aq ble aq mmerluknnye.ade yg prangai cm lebeyh krg,tp dye owg ptama yg bg supot untk aq trus bgn dr kjatuhan nie.ade yg prangai cm owg yg amat alim,tp dia jua yg mmusnahkn kpercayaanku pdnya.aq xkte owg alim nie jht.bkn aq bmksd g2,phm mlep2 ea.aq juz ingin taw.knpe diowg ckp cm2? knpe diowg judge cm2? huk3.

kdg2,ble seseowg tu dilihat owg yg x ar alim sngt,owg2 yg slme nie bshabt nge ye,cbe untk mjauhkn diri.bkpe? awk,bkpe wat g2? pshbtn kte hnye bnilai stkat tu jewp ker? atau pgorbanan sye slame nie xde ertinye bg awk? atau awk takowt status awk yg dipandang owg len sbgai owg alim tercemar gara2 pshbatan antara kte? sye...sye kecewa nge awk..sye xtaw,knpe ble sye epy jewp bru awk hadir? ble sye keseorgan,dn mmerlukn seowg kwn,awk tiada untk saat itu? maafkn sye.tp sye ttp mnusia.sye prempuan.sye bkn llaki yg keras hatinye saat diuji begini.kdg2 tngisan itu akn mjdi pgubat.nmun smpay ble harus tngisan itu jua yg mjadi pgubat? awk tlalu bz.mngkin sbb pngkat kte berbeza,mybbkn sye trus dipinggirkn.yup,awk slalu bg nsihat kat pljar2 len spya stdy,kuatkn smngt,bla3..tp awk lupe ttg sye..awk lupe.awk alpa lam hal nie.sye kecewa nge awk.

juz,if i'm given a chance to give a brief talk juz btweeen us for 5 mnutes,i would be grateful.i wanna say dat i will still trying my best to hold the base of dis fwenship on its place.perhaps one day it gonna be ruined,but atleast i had try.n i will give up with satisfy.awk,law sye diberi mse 5 mnit untk bsme awk,sye akn hrgainye btowl2..law sye dberi mse 1 mnit untk bmnje nge awk,sye x akn sia2kn peluang tu.juz nk awk taw,how hard its gonna be,i will be strong as i could.

aq pom tfikir gop.adkah ppisahan tu akn tjd ble kte abis f5 etg? perlukah? huk3.law bleyh,aq xnk mnde tu tjadi bley?huk3.tlalu byk kngn yg mgikatku.tlalu byk ktwa yg kami lalui bsame..yup,mybe ble gy kat tmpt len untk smbg blajo.,kte akn jmpe owg bru yg lebeyh beq..tp mreka xkn ttp sme..xkn sme cre diowg pujuk nge cre awk pujuk.xsme cre diowg men nge sye cm cre awk men nge sye..its too dfferent till i don't want to be part of dis sepration.huk3.juz,awk,sye nk gtaw,sye epy nge khadiran awk lam hdup sye.tQ.

assalamualaikum... 

IT'S BAD....

ATTENTION!!!!

waaa,bjop r awk.pnday awk reka citer.bjop3.bleyh jd director filem nie..mmg sye tabik r awk.panday ngat awk wat tokok tmbh erk? haha.bngge sye.dh laa bdop kls sye gop hop wat fitnah tu.bjop3.tp,xyah r nk ungkit nme awk pa lam nie op? sye xkejam ngt cm awk.awk3,mnde sye wat salah nge awk ea? nk wat citer ouh bia arr bpada-pada.jgn r mlampau ngt..sdp ye je kbo owg kapel.xtaw citer yg sbnrnye tp wat citer pa gitu pa.ish3.dh la gy sebar ke owg.bjop3.

awk3,mnde hop awk nk sye wat bru awk puas aty?? syes,mmg sye tkg r awk wat gni.dh laa nie mlibatkn owg len.awk phm x,mnde nie amat SERIUS?!! awk suke wat citer.heran sye.law sye ade rapat nge pye2 pom,bkn bmksd sye KAPEL nge ye okey?? awk gy sebar hop sye kapel tu mnde kes?? law xtaw npe hop blaku,jgn laa dowk panday2 wat knklusi sndiri.aduii.tkg nguh owg gni..law smpay hbngn pshbtn sye nge ye ptus,sye slahkn awk oke?awk rr gy wat cter gni.sye jmpe ye,bkn sye gy sje.ade hal.awk phm x??!! hal npe? bkpe nk kbo ke awk?awk manager ye ker? k gne?

sye xtaw ouh nk ckp gne nge awk ea..acap kli dh jd gni.ble sye rpat je nge pye2,korg ingt sye kapel.mne ade tkg men gni.meh sye trus trg r.ye kwn beq sye.sye anggap ye cm kwn yg bleyh dpercayai r..kn dlu sye pnh hadapi tknn coz sume nye xleyh dpercayai.huk3.xkn laa kali nie pom awk nk rmpas kwn sye?huk3.mybe laa,ble sye tulis cmnie,awk xcye.xper laa,tpulang.sye xleyh nk ubah cre pmikiran korg.coz korg ade akal sndiri2,korg bkn robot yg bleyh diset care pmikirn.korg mnusia.ape2 yg korg fikir,sye xleyh kawal kn?so,kot panda laa.sye leteyh dh cbe myakinkn owg yg slalu cari kslahan owg len.

awk,kite sume xperfect..ye,tu bkn tiket bg sye nk cover mnde nie.tp...btowl,sye nk kbo,sye x KAPEL..phm x?ke nk suh wat lam bhse len lop?huk3.taw x,bnornyep kcewa gop men tuduh gnie..dh laa bdop klas sndiri.mne ade tkg g2.huhu.tp,pape pom..sye rase sye xleyh nk wat npe2 gop.xplen 400ms pom blum tntu korg akn ubah presepsi korg.kn3? tp ble sye wat snyp,korg mkin sebar mnde hop x btowl,atau lebih dkenali sbgai FITNAH.sye rase awk Islam,jd awk taw2 r npe akibat law FITNAH yg awk sebarkn tu pa mengaibkn owg len.sye rase awk reti bhse dh op untk phm?

sye bkn nk mrh2 ngt.tkg jer.men tuduh2 gni,mne adil..awk taw,knklusi awk sndiri opmo cpt tsebar pa ade owg yg akn tokok tmbh criter pa jd criter hop xbtowl.dn sume nie bpunca dr awk r.awk stat lu kn.so,i would like to say,end wat ur had started.ur better end dis rite now.huk3.awk taw,sbb kte2 awk,awk pa wat owg len mkir npe hop awk mkir gop.xkre r npe care awk gnekn skalipom,beqki balik mnde nie sume!sye xsuke!!! awk phm dop??sye TAK SUKE awk wat criter cmni! sye taw r mybe awk rase mnde2 KAPEL2 nie bnde yg bese,tp bkn pkara bese bg sye okey?! SYE SERIUS!!!

Sekian,trime kasehh.    

NOTHING

ehehe.xd bru aq cek2 cmment kt post2 sblomnye.bru blas.sory.hehe.xprasan ekpom.n_n

jd pada owg hop tngglkn cmment ouh,bce arr mule.sye blas dh.hihi

okeyy,skrg nie nk cter sal mnde len ea.bru jmpe kbel ar.bru bley upload gmbo.ehehe.nie ea gmbo2 mse gy jog arytu kat bkit grammar.huk3.kat ats tu lawo ngat! ade tmn menan agy! mmg sye x mlepaskn pluang keemasan gnie.haha.

nie mse kat ats bkit dh ea.^^

oke,mls dh nk naip,.,tgh ade problem ekpom.oke laa,tata!

exam.exam.exam

WAA!! LETEYHNYE EXAM.;0

TRY TO BE POSITIVE:)

Herm,TOV bru kn?adoi..dbo ehh nk dpt result.arap x fail je.hehe.lme dh wsenye x men update2 nie.tyme exm mnggu nie,mmg x bkk tenet trus.study laa katekn.study las mnit pnye psal.haha.so,untk ptghan taon etg,aq xmau dh men.ckup laa aq men2 bulan nie.(syes,aq byk men bulan nie.isk3.ble nk exm bru arr glepor skali nk exm.haha)

waaa.takowt!! tp,cmner pom.aq dh tekad.apepom result aq etg,aq akn jdkn pgajaran.xpe,blajar dr ksalahan.bgn dr kjatuhan lebeyh beq kn? dr trus mjd knsisten opmo.mybe Allah xmau aq lalai.ye arr.slme nie aq ambik mudah jewp subjek2 nie,especially addmath.biology.sejarah.psi.pqs ble aq jwb exm hop sbjek2 nie,wse cm tgn aq kne glue nge superglue je.cm x reti ouh nk jwb npe.tu laa.mami suh stdy,degil.kn dh kne bru arr nyesal.xpe.aq akn bngn balik.aq akn cbe yg tbeq untk da next exm.cheer up hana!! cheer up everyone!!>.<

well,mmg aq x nafikn.mse jwb ADDMATH arr blurr glewp.haha.tp,xpe,skrg aq dh sedar.to be the best in sumthin,a lot of great effort sure will be needed,but it is worthy when we reached at the end of dis journey.so,let's do it! be the best,bet the rest,(btowl ke dop ahu ayt hom.haha) herm.sume owg,pliz,doakan aq agar tng jewp dpt result etg.juz trime ape yg kte dh usahakn.reda.len kali,usaha dn tawakal.tu yg pnting.yep,i guess i get the point.i need to make a great difference to make a big change of myself.all is on me now,whether get up n kept walking,or still crying,at the same red pathway still.

wse cm plek lowp.ble aq tulis cmnie,aq sndiri wse nek mngt,haha.tp,btowl,aq ade jnji untk x hmpekan harapn dye.dn aq kne truskn pjuangn nie.aq msty.ini bkn satu kompromi.pjuangan ini msty.dh lam diri aq sndiri,aq perlu lakukan nie.aq perlu.kte x taw brape lme lagy kte bley idowp lagy kn?jd,be the best while we can.all can be dark one day,all can vanish from our sight one day,so while we still can see dis world,use dis opprtunity as best as we can.coz when we are not able to see dis world tomorrow,we will dissapointed as we didn't do any great thing in our lyfe.so,i think you get the point heh?n_n

oke3.end of cnversation 'bout it.let be ourself.let be a thankful human.yup,mmg kte ade kkrgan,dn x mngkin kte perfect lam sume hal.tp untk jadi pkar lam sesuatu pkare,x impossible kn? juz need effort,and some keikhlasan untk bjuang.and all will settle.believe me.yup,ade sstgh pkare kte x dpt ubah,xpe laa.nk wat cmner.stiap antara kte ade klebihannye yg tsendiri.cme mse nie kte x sdar.dn ble kte sdr akn hakikat tu,kte akn bsyukur sngt.hihi 

tata tuesdAy.

aTTentiOn!!

.dis weEk rePort.

mggu nie mmg byk aktiviti.hehe.nk urus mnde nie,nk tlg settle mnde tu,nk wat hw,nk men kaca2 owg,nk stdy,nk men,nk wat sume mnde yg aq mmpu buat mnggu nie.knpe aq nk wat mnggu nie gak? erm,coz esk aq xleyh dh men kaca2 owg,aq xleyh dh men tngguh2 kije,esk aq xleyh dh nk stdy...aq nk pegy mne? rahsie laa;)

waaa,esk aq bakal mnikmati stu eskem.btowl ker?entah laa.ala padan,aq x tunaikn lagy jnji aq untk beli eskem.sowie.tgh pokai skrg nie.haha.ble aq ade bykkkk dwet 6t,aq jnji aq akn tunaikn jnji tu.n_n.herm,kn dulu aq kate aq byk sngt nk criter kn? well,aq nie STML sket(abg sdre aq kte aq cm2.>.<)

xpe laa,aq cter mnde len xpe kn?hehe.okeyy,law laa korg dberi peluang untk ambik pnolong untk wat stu2 tugas,korang akn pilih owg yg kmceng nge korg x?huk3.nie sal mren bnornyep.hehe.sal npe?rhsie;) cme,aq takowt gak,law aq bkn owg yg ptowt dpilih cmner? kije bjlan lncar x etg?nie bkn sal takowt xleyh wat tugas,aq cme takowt ade owg x puas aty,tu jewp.cth laa,korg nk owg len hop jd pnolong korg,last2 owg len dpt.huk3.nie laa wat aq penin gak.huhu.aq takowt gak,tp mybe aq x ptowt cpat ngt buruk sngke.mybe nie bkn sperti yg aq fikirkn.cth? ade laa.huhu.sowie laa law aq tslah ckp.nie ape yg aq rasakn jewp.huhu.aq xtaw dh nk luah kt mne,jd aq wse nie blog aq,jd aq brhak nk ckp pape pom kat cni kn?huk3.

yg kedue,aq nk ckp sal sumthin.yep,kdg trase gak law owg men tpu2 ea.
"pye gak ehh hop tpu awk ngt nie??dr dulu agy."
,herm,maaf.aq x akn mjwb persoalan nie law korg tnye aq.aq wse aq x ptowt cter sume mnde ke owg yg aq blum pasti akn keikhlasannye untk kwn nge aq,yg mne bmksd,kwn yg mmpu myimpan rahsie wlaupun ape pom yg tjdi.huk3.

owg tu kte jgn pcye sngt kat owg.sbb nreka ttp mnusia.tp skrg aq xtaw sme ade owg itu sndiri bleyh dpercayai.ntah laa.dh laa tpu,aq taw dh.xyah dh tpu,juz,law xmau kbo,kbo laa 'awk x ptowt taw'.jd aq akn phm.xyah gak wat rumit keadaan.kdg etg keadaan akn jd lebeyh truk.

first,owg len akn x pcye kat awk dh.

kdue,awk dlabel sbgai kaki pnipu,

ketige,awk akn diboikot

keempat,'jasa' awk akn dkenang

kelime,awk akn brade lam keadaan tkg coz awk wse sume owg xley dpercayai dn

anggap sume owg cm awk

keenam,owg mlas dh nk layan awk

ketujuh,panday2 laa pkir sndiri lop.hehe.

.huhu.aq arap aq x tpu owg dh.n_n

 oke laa,aq out dulu laa.hw byk agy.btw,slmat mymbut maulidur rasul sume!

                   

                                                                                 truly from,

                                                                                                      mics chiyo hana

da day we had together :)

REALLY.MISS.IT..

I.WISH.I.CAN.FINISH.DIS.STORY.WITH.HEPY.ENDING.

AND.I.STILL.HOPING.THE.DAY.WE.GET.TROUGH.TOGETHER.WILL.ALWEZ.BE.HERE.

kn besh law aq dpt buat satu hajat,yg mne mmg akn ditunaikan.waaa,beshnyewp.(n_n)tp cm pkra yg imposible,bak kte ustazah,nie tmasuk lam ilmu ma'ani,uslub insya'i(jgn wsau,nie arab tnggi.law x phm,len kali la sye trg)..hehe..aq gubah criter nge abg aq dulu(nie abg sdre oke?haha).crite nie mmg femes glewp!haha.nk taw tjuk ye?xbleyh,nie rhsie.;)

                                  cantik kn bamboo nie?

bia x bkait pom bnornyep,tp bia laa..sje ltak gmbo tu.haha.back to the topic,aq rndukn wktu dulu.hehe.tp skrg pom aq enjoy nge idop aq.^_^ aq ade sgalanye(bg aq laa).aq xperlukn kngan silam yg lalu untk trus mnemani aq shingga ke hari nie.aq mmpu truskn hdup nie nge beq dn epy.hehe.tata awk.

sye mlas dh laa nk type.xde mood ekpown.sye tkg sal byk mnde.huhu.oke laa,haha,thenx 4 da visit.btowl,byk bnde aq nk criter.6t aq update balik.hehe.oke laa,nyye korg..>_<

stiLL hopIng

aq harap aq xkn ditpu lagy.btowl.x tpu sket pown.hehe.benci arr.x ske ar ble dpt taw owg wat gnie.wse cm terlalu bodoh  terlalu naif untk ditpu g2.syes.=(

aq pown dh cbe.xnk tlalu pcayekn spe2.msty myakitkn law taw owg hop kite hargai syg sngt2,tpu kte.btowl,ia mmerlukn mse untk kte trime bhwe tu satu kyataan bhwe kte dh dtpu.trime kasih awk.aq x taw,andai aq mmpu mpertahankn satu janji lam aty aq untk jngke mse yg lme.aq xnk tlalu mharap bhwe owg itu akn mmegang jnji yg dbuat.sbb aq dh puas mnangis.taon nie,aq xnk nanges agy.

kalu laa aq mmpu ckp npe2 je,law aq mmpu mnuturkn kte yg x akn mbuat spe2 tluke,aq pasti akn jujur..law aq dpt bce fikrn owg,taw yg dye btowl2 leyh dpercayai,aq akn gtaw sume rahsie aq kat dye.btowl.cme,kte mnusia.n jrg mnusia ade power cm2,hehe.

tu laa kesukaran idowp.smkin kte mniti khidupan nie,mkin kte faham ragam mnusia.ade yg beq.ade yg ngumpat lkg kte.ad yg pntg diberi rahsie knfem esk pa se skola gempak.ade yg wat2 crite yg tlampau.ade yg tikam lakg kte.ade yg menkn prasaan kte.ade yg wat kte cm x cye tu sume angkara dye.ade yg suke tuduh kte bkn2,bia x knal kte mne pown.sumenye ade.dn aq dh lalui sbhgian dr itu.iye,ia sngat sngt sngt myakitkn.

toing.toing.toing.law dulu,aq mdah ngt bg kpercayaan aq,lps dilukai,seowg demi seowg hadir dn pergy.bkn pegy sje,tp wat aq tluke lop tu. law lu,aq wse xpe,xpe aty aq diguris cmne skalipon,asalkn dye bhgia.tu dulu.tp skrg,aq byk bfikir,x gne aq trus mjge aty seseowg yg akhirnye wat aq tluke sndirian.dn luke tu pon bkn ade yg akn rawat.ia akn tersadai sndirian..pkataan tsadai tu cm untk ayt "ikan paus yg tsadai je",hak3 

yay! aq arap aq x salah lam beri kpercayaan aq lagy pd seseowg..aq arap pkara yg sme xkn berulang,,btowl..:)

tott.tott.

tett.tett.

tutt.tutt.

sje je hom.hak3.oke laa,nk out lu.hehe.arap,law korg ade mslh yg sme cm yg aq hadapi skrg,juz whisper to urself,

"this is not de end.;)"  

TOTT..TOTT

humphh....sye nk pkai 

 wne pink. 

wne bru.

wne purple. 

wne kuning.

tp xnak pkai bju yg

wne ijau..hehe

well,knpe cakap sal wne nie?? haha..tak lahh,nie mlambangkn pgawas npe sesowg tu..dh klu wne putih? wne putih cam aq skrg nie laa,pljar bese,,=,=

tapi yg besh bout PLAJAR BIASE nie,diowg xyah mikir pnjg bout da amanah..bout da trust..

tp,klu leyh pakai bju yg wne nye dimention di ats,mmg gempak arr! msty besh dpat pkai len skali skala..hehe

hemm,rbu lpas,aq gy tmuduge untk pgawas wne pink! waaa,mmg aq ngaku..aq xleyh jwb nge beq mse kak penmu duge tu tnye aq..huk3..sowie.so,klmarin aq dpat taw yg diowg umum pada hari tu..diowg anto mcg mlalui fon..waaa,mmg x duk jaoh fon tu..(aq mharap ke? ntah..)

nie pown coz ade bdop laki dapt dah mcg yg ye dterime dn dbenarkn pkai wne pink! dn sjak itu,fon tu aq bawak pegy mne2.haha..

pg nie,aq bgn..dan aq received 3 messages..(jeng3)hemmm,ble aq open mcg tu,aq wse kcewa ngat...

 

(bsmbg len kali arr nehhh..haha..nk smbg wat homework luu..haha)

salam~

'bout 3a2 2010

'BOUT US

sumthyme,i still remember da moment..

no matter how i do to forget it

and try to just go on in new lyfe

but when i saw old classmates

i realized dat tyme

i can't lie myself again

i missed them

no matter how good my new classmates

no matter how high their dicipline

but it still not the same cmpare to 3a2

well,our class was famous a year ago

alwez be scolded coz the untidy class,n so on

though so

i really thenx to dis class

coz give me the meaning of family

i'm just realized now

these new classmates wouldn't laugh when be scolded

and alwez make a serious expression

but if 3a2 is still here

all of us will still make joke

just trying not to be to "skema" perhaps?

haha

i realized now

no matter how many warning was given by pk hem to us

it still can't make our relationship separate

coz we are 3a2

and 3a2 were not just an ordinary class

but we were family

and no matter wat

the 'family' relationship

still will be there

laugh together

cry together

i still remember the tyme i got pmr result

i should be proud wit myself

i shoul be at the cloud nine dat tyme

but sumthn was missing

making me not to enjoy dis moment

and dat tyme i realized

it wouldn't be the same if all of us didn't get it

coz we were family

perhaps others think

why i too obsessed wit this class?

let me explain

dis family give me support

dis family give me a hand when i need them

i have mother there

i have my siblings over there

i have all wat i need in there

now

i will lose them all

it is not impossible for me to cry

coz really

i still can let the momento left me alone

coz i still need dis family

really missed it

really=(

 

HANG ON,THIS WILL OVER SOON....

hang on,aq prlu btahan skit lagy..aq nk truskan hidup nie lagy..dn aq xkn give up untk truskn hidup aq..

biar laa sume mjadi rahsia,bia aq shje yg mnanggung sakit itu,sbb sakit tu xkn lame,

ia akn pergi ble tbe saatnye..

aq mle rasakn ade yg x kne nge diri aq..dn mybe ape yg dr yurzi ckp btowl..aq xleyh nk nafikan..

pnyakit tu ade ke pnawar nye? aq x taw...aq juz bhrap,aq akn mmpu bwa memory tu..krana memori hari esk x akn sme nge hari kelmaren...

sudah2 laa tu wat kecoh x tntu pasal..bg gak dulu bkti tu,jgn laa ikowt prasaan sngat...kyataan yg kmu

semua buat amat myakitkn aq..juz,stop it..ape lagy yg aq dh wat salah kat kmu sume?oke,sye dgn rendah dri sye mhon maaf nge kmu sume...kmu nk suh sye melutut ke?kmu taw,nie wat sye trase ngat..

dh2 laa tu,sye nk nkmati hdup sye,tlg jgn bebankn sye lagy...=(

mybe hari ni aq masih ktawa,mngkin esk aq akn mnngis..aq x taw..aq kdg takowt ngat untk mhadapi

hari esk..aq takowt andai esk tiada lagy..aq takowt andai esk x akn mjelma lagy..

aq takowt esk aq xkn mmpu mlihat korg sume lagy...x siapa mmpu mjngka..

hanya Allah yg  mmpu...

aq wse nk nges ngat...aq mle rase skit tu...pyakit tu mybe mule tnjukkn smptomnye..aq x taw..

xnk pegy skola wse...aq nk tgk puas2 pmandangn yg ade dhdpn aq nie..aq nk

dgr stiap patah yg kmu sume tuturkn,aq nk men cm bdak2 nge kmu sume agy...kerna

aq pasti amat rnduknnye,rndukn saat2 itu...

aq hrap aq msih mmpu mjalani hari nie dn esk dn sterusnye..aq harap aq xkn tpisah nge kamu sume...

aq harap,aq msih kuat untk mnahan sakit tu...aq harap,aq msih

mjadi seowg yg tabah saat ditimpa sakit yg nyta..aq harap sngat..aq mmpu bjalan di atas bumi nie nge korg sume,,,,

aq wse nk cter je kat korg..aq x mmpu mnahan seowg diri..nmun aq x bleyh myusahkn owg..

aq wse ttkn ngt..tambahan lagy ble ade owg wat kecoh gni,,ia myakitkn..

aq wse nk nges,aq harap tngisan aq mmpu mbuat kmu btnye knpe dgn aq,cme aq x leyh

wat g2,,korg layak hdup dgn nkmat hidup nie,aq x bleyh myusahkn kmu sume...

aq pasrah,,ape yg akn tjadi skalipun,aq ttp akn mnermanya..kerna sudah tiada option len

untk aq plih...aq cme mmpu just moving forward..

just keep walking

until the tme arrived

when i will fell down

and will nver get up again....