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aq harap aq xkn ditpu lagy.btowl.x tpu sket pown.hehe.benci arr.x ske ar ble dpt taw owg wat gnie.wse cm terlalu bodoh terlalu naif untk ditpu g2.syes.=(
aq pown dh cbe.xnk tlalu pcayekn spe2.msty myakitkn law taw owg hop kite hargai syg sngt2,tpu kte.btowl,ia mmerlukn mse untk kte trime bhwe tu satu kyataan bhwe kte dh dtpu.trime kasih awk.aq x taw,andai aq mmpu mpertahankn satu janji lam aty aq untk jngke mse yg lme.aq xnk tlalu mharap bhwe owg itu akn mmegang jnji yg dbuat.sbb aq dh puas mnangis.taon nie,aq xnk nanges agy.
kalu laa aq mmpu ckp npe2 je,law aq mmpu mnuturkn kte yg x akn mbuat spe2 tluke,aq pasti akn jujur..law aq dpt bce fikrn owg,taw yg dye btowl2 leyh dpercayai,aq akn gtaw sume rahsie aq kat dye.btowl.cme,kte mnusia.n jrg mnusia ade power cm2,hehe.
tu laa kesukaran idowp.smkin kte mniti khidupan nie,mkin kte faham ragam mnusia.ade yg beq.ade yg ngumpat lkg kte.ad yg pntg diberi rahsie knfem esk pa se skola gempak.ade yg wat2 crite yg tlampau.ade yg tikam lakg kte.ade yg menkn prasaan kte.ade yg wat kte cm x cye tu sume angkara dye.ade yg suke tuduh kte bkn2,bia x knal kte mne pown.sumenye ade.dn aq dh lalui sbhgian dr itu.iye,ia sngat sngt sngt myakitkn.
toing.toing.toing.law dulu,aq mdah ngt bg kpercayaan aq,lps dilukai,seowg demi seowg hadir dn pergy.bkn pegy sje,tp wat aq tluke lop tu. law lu,aq wse xpe,xpe aty aq diguris cmne skalipon,asalkn dye bhgia.tu dulu.tp skrg,aq byk bfikir,x gne aq trus mjge aty seseowg yg akhirnye wat aq tluke sndirian.dn luke tu pon bkn ade yg akn rawat.ia akn tersadai sndirian..pkataan tsadai tu cm untk ayt "ikan paus yg tsadai je",hak3
yay! aq arap aq x salah lam beri kpercayaan aq lagy pd seseowg..aq arap pkara yg sme xkn berulang,,btowl..:)
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sje je hom.hak3.oke laa,nk out lu.hehe.arap,law korg ade mslh yg sme cm yg aq hadapi skrg,juz whisper to urself,
"this is not de end.;)"
this e-me passing by just to remind u that sometime friends can be ur enemy too..so don't trust them too much..don't give to much hope..u can share something but not everything keh..daaa..duuu...diii...
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someone once tell me,world without fwen are not imaginable.n,it sound painful to imagine dat.yes,sometimes fwens can be our own enemy,i can't deny dat,coz i had once though dat exprience.but really,deep in my heart,i'm sure,i can believe dis person.
ReplyDeleteu said so..just believe him/her then..but don't ever regret this
ReplyDeletei hope dis is not a mistake for me to believe his/her again.but,as u said in first cment,i don't give 100% my truth yet.
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