assalamualikum.

emm.. susah nk gmbrkn ape yg sye rse skrg. hepy? sbb dye dh bhgia? sedeyh? sbb sye khlgn dye?

entah. susah nk dscribe.susah sngt.

hujan..sye just sndirian skrg. alone.

sye tpakse wt  cmtu wak. mybe bile awk bce entry post nie,awk akn cbe nk bbeq smule nge sye. tp.sye rse cukuplah. kesian kat awk. sye xnk sbb diri sye awk jd cmni.xde kwn. hilang sye gntiannye awk akn dpt kwn2 lme awk(sye hrp).. awk. sye taw awk dh lteyh hadapi hdup mcm nie. sbb tu sye ambik kptsn untk lpskn awk...walaupun kptsn yg sye ambik amat myakiti hati sye sndiri.

awk taw x.. mse sye kutuk2 awk,sye dgr awk nges.. awk taw x,hati sye retak sngt mse tu.. sye nk nges tp sye kne hbiskn lakonan nie dlu. atleast sye bjye wat awk patah hati dgn sye. cukuplah. i though u had it enough. mngkin law kte still ad jodoh,kte akn jmpe smule kn? awak. jgn nges lagy sbb sye k? sye buat sume nie untk awak. sye buat sume nie sbb sye sygkn awk. sye buat sume nie sbb sye taw,u deserve better than dis. u r kind guy. i was lucky to meet with u n become a great friend with you rite?:) 

sye tahu byk pkara blaku sbb hbgn kte. mngkin ada baiknye ble sye lpskn awk. mngkin pkara baik akn blaku pd awak.. sye doakn agar awk dpt kwn blek nge geng2 tu. just,hdup sye mybe xkn sme mcm dlu. well,2years is not a short time rite?

awak.. byk sye nk explain kat awk. knpe sye sakitkn hati awk cmtu smpai awk ambik kptsn untk tnggl sye. tp tu la ape yg sye inginkn. kalau sye tngglkn awk,awk msty akn sngt3 sdeyh n stress. tp law awk tnggl  sye,sye len. sye bleyh pendam. dh terbiase. snyum dpn owg. gelak dpn owg. n even sye bleyh main2 dgn hepy dpn sume owg. hidup nie mcm pnts drama. everything just an acting thing. hati nie spe taw btape sakitnye kn?

sye juz kesal sye tpakse tpu awk untk buat awk tnggl sye. juz,dats the only way to make u safe. cinta x smestinye mmiliki. syg xsmestinye bsama slmenye. mngkin,ble kte syg owg tu,ad pgorbanan yg kte kne buat. law syg,psti kte nk dye hdup bhgia kn? mngkin jugak,sye hrpkn agar dye akn temui owg yg xde kaitan nge geng2 tu lagi. 

skrg atleast sye fhm. there r too much to be sacrifice. n sye fhm jugak knpe awk snggup bthan slme nie demi sye. mcm mne lah awk bleyh hadapinye 2 tahun nie? lame tu. sory. sye byk ignorekn tgisan awk. skrg,just ignore me n enjoy ur new life.. awk sume,bg pluang kat dye untk jd kwn awk smule bleyh? dats my only hope:( jhat sye kn? sng2 jep sye hncurkn hati awk. in just ONE day...awk..maafkn sye. 

skrg sye dh xde spe2. sye xnk cntct nge awk lagy. sye dh delete sume ttg awk lam fon sye. sye xnk ingt psl awk. sbb sye xnk sye nges lagy ble stiap kali sye tgk awk.. tp,our memories. its too valuable to be burnt down. law mreka bg ksmptn n pluang pd kte,kn bgus. sye xperlu nges. n awk xperlu nges. n xde spe2 yg akn tluke truk mcm nie.emm. mngkin la mse dlu ade jugak yg tluke,tp xramai kot? sowg due? mybe..

sblum nie sye dgr ad puang yg cntct nge awk. tp dye xnk introduce diri dye kat awk. dye just nk awk add kat fb dye. mybe awk akn ad teman bru xlme lagy. kn?:) i will be happy. for u. i will be crying all day night long. for me.

nie sye reka sndiri:) mngkin untk awk,dye or sye sndiri:)

i left this road,

and turn my head back,

i see you,

you seem happy,

now i know,

wat is sacrifice.

i left this road,

mybe i return,

mybe i am not,

don't wait for me,

just go..

n forget everything about our story.

lets start new day,

just like others,

says 'hi' n 'good morning',

juz like them,

i'm hana,

n you?

                                                                                             -mics chiyo hana-