TOTT..TOTT

humphh....sye nk pkai 

 wne pink. 

wne bru.

wne purple. 

wne kuning.

tp xnak pkai bju yg

wne ijau..hehe

well,knpe cakap sal wne nie?? haha..tak lahh,nie mlambangkn pgawas npe sesowg tu..dh klu wne putih? wne putih cam aq skrg nie laa,pljar bese,,=,=

tapi yg besh bout PLAJAR BIASE nie,diowg xyah mikir pnjg bout da amanah..bout da trust..

tp,klu leyh pakai bju yg wne nye dimention di ats,mmg gempak arr! msty besh dpat pkai len skali skala..hehe

hemm,rbu lpas,aq gy tmuduge untk pgawas wne pink! waaa,mmg aq ngaku..aq xleyh jwb nge beq mse kak penmu duge tu tnye aq..huk3..sowie.so,klmarin aq dpat taw yg diowg umum pada hari tu..diowg anto mcg mlalui fon..waaa,mmg x duk jaoh fon tu..(aq mharap ke? ntah..)

nie pown coz ade bdop laki dapt dah mcg yg ye dterime dn dbenarkn pkai wne pink! dn sjak itu,fon tu aq bawak pegy mne2.haha..

pg nie,aq bgn..dan aq received 3 messages..(jeng3)hemmm,ble aq open mcg tu,aq wse kcewa ngat...

 

(bsmbg len kali arr nehhh..haha..nk smbg wat homework luu..haha)

salam~

'bout 3a2 2010

'BOUT US

sumthyme,i still remember da moment..

no matter how i do to forget it

and try to just go on in new lyfe

but when i saw old classmates

i realized dat tyme

i can't lie myself again

i missed them

no matter how good my new classmates

no matter how high their dicipline

but it still not the same cmpare to 3a2

well,our class was famous a year ago

alwez be scolded coz the untidy class,n so on

though so

i really thenx to dis class

coz give me the meaning of family

i'm just realized now

these new classmates wouldn't laugh when be scolded

and alwez make a serious expression

but if 3a2 is still here

all of us will still make joke

just trying not to be to "skema" perhaps?

haha

i realized now

no matter how many warning was given by pk hem to us

it still can't make our relationship separate

coz we are 3a2

and 3a2 were not just an ordinary class

but we were family

and no matter wat

the 'family' relationship

still will be there

laugh together

cry together

i still remember the tyme i got pmr result

i should be proud wit myself

i shoul be at the cloud nine dat tyme

but sumthn was missing

making me not to enjoy dis moment

and dat tyme i realized

it wouldn't be the same if all of us didn't get it

coz we were family

perhaps others think

why i too obsessed wit this class?

let me explain

dis family give me support

dis family give me a hand when i need them

i have mother there

i have my siblings over there

i have all wat i need in there

now

i will lose them all

it is not impossible for me to cry

coz really

i still can let the momento left me alone

coz i still need dis family

really missed it

really=(

 

HANG ON,THIS WILL OVER SOON....

hang on,aq prlu btahan skit lagy..aq nk truskan hidup nie lagy..dn aq xkn give up untk truskn hidup aq..

biar laa sume mjadi rahsia,bia aq shje yg mnanggung sakit itu,sbb sakit tu xkn lame,

ia akn pergi ble tbe saatnye..

aq mle rasakn ade yg x kne nge diri aq..dn mybe ape yg dr yurzi ckp btowl..aq xleyh nk nafikan..

pnyakit tu ade ke pnawar nye? aq x taw...aq juz bhrap,aq akn mmpu bwa memory tu..krana memori hari esk x akn sme nge hari kelmaren...

sudah2 laa tu wat kecoh x tntu pasal..bg gak dulu bkti tu,jgn laa ikowt prasaan sngat...kyataan yg kmu

semua buat amat myakitkn aq..juz,stop it..ape lagy yg aq dh wat salah kat kmu sume?oke,sye dgn rendah dri sye mhon maaf nge kmu sume...kmu nk suh sye melutut ke?kmu taw,nie wat sye trase ngat..

dh2 laa tu,sye nk nkmati hdup sye,tlg jgn bebankn sye lagy...=(

mybe hari ni aq masih ktawa,mngkin esk aq akn mnngis..aq x taw..aq kdg takowt ngat untk mhadapi

hari esk..aq takowt andai esk tiada lagy..aq takowt andai esk x akn mjelma lagy..

aq takowt esk aq xkn mmpu mlihat korg sume lagy...x siapa mmpu mjngka..

hanya Allah yg  mmpu...

aq wse nk nges ngat...aq mle rase skit tu...pyakit tu mybe mule tnjukkn smptomnye..aq x taw..

xnk pegy skola wse...aq nk tgk puas2 pmandangn yg ade dhdpn aq nie..aq nk

dgr stiap patah yg kmu sume tuturkn,aq nk men cm bdak2 nge kmu sume agy...kerna

aq pasti amat rnduknnye,rndukn saat2 itu...

aq hrap aq msih mmpu mjalani hari nie dn esk dn sterusnye..aq harap aq xkn tpisah nge kamu sume...

aq harap,aq msih kuat untk mnahan sakit tu...aq harap,aq msih

mjadi seowg yg tabah saat ditimpa sakit yg nyta..aq harap sngat..aq mmpu bjalan di atas bumi nie nge korg sume,,,,

aq wse nk cter je kat korg..aq x mmpu mnahan seowg diri..nmun aq x bleyh myusahkn owg..

aq wse ttkn ngt..tambahan lagy ble ade owg wat kecoh gni,,ia myakitkn..

aq wse nk nges,aq harap tngisan aq mmpu mbuat kmu btnye knpe dgn aq,cme aq x leyh

wat g2,,korg layak hdup dgn nkmat hidup nie,aq x bleyh myusahkn kmu sume...

aq pasrah,,ape yg akn tjadi skalipun,aq ttp akn mnermanya..kerna sudah tiada option len

untk aq plih...aq cme mmpu just moving forward..

just keep walking

until the tme arrived

when i will fell down

and will nver get up again....

last post for dis year,perhaps..=)

SALAM..^^

nie mybe akn jd post yg terakhir kowtt untk 2011 nie..coz aq mybe x leyh nk on9 lme2 cmnie cam cuti skola dulu..haha..aq nk stdy btowl2 dh lpas nie,xmau dh men2 lagy..dis year,i wanna make a diffrence..sure,dis diffrence akn mbuatkn aq untk sdikit bkorban..cthnye, 

........

kwal mcg2 tu,

kwal dgr2 lagu kat mp4 tu

,kwal mse on9 cmnie

.....

hehe..well,i guess i need to sacrifice these thing as well..haha..

td ade pgagihan klas kn..hemm,awak,jgn ptus ase oke? dis journey is too long..it's a waste if u gve up rite now..jgn wsau,sye ade..sye akn slalu skong awak,tu jnji sye..^^ awk dh byk ajar sye untk jd owg yg positive,dn skrg nie mmg ptowt sye tlg awak lak kn? haha...jom kte buktikn kat sume owg,kte mmpu bngkit dr kklahan nie..huhu..chaiyoo awak! chaiyoo pd diri sye gak!!=)

(haha..jgn slah pham..nie sye tuju k sume owg..ade dh owg salah pham nie..huhu..)

oke laa,wat gonna happen tomorrow,i will face it down with no fear..coz to success,ur need 2 things..:ignorance and cnfidence!

tata everyone!!! ^^