.just for a MOMENT.

CAN I  BEAR THE HARDNESS OF LIFE TOMORROW? 

mudahnye memulakan

sakitnya mengakhirikn

peritnye untk mlupakan

trime kasih AWAK

tp sye nk AWAK tahu

sye lebih bahgia tnpa khadiran AWAK

janganlah dtg lagy buat mse nie

sye nk bsendirian

sye lebih sukakn keadaan itu

drpd keliru sndirian krana khadiran AWAK

drpd kecewa sndirian krana AWAK lagy

biarlah sye mtg dulu bru AWAK hadir lagy

oke?

khidupan sye x tng smnjak AWAK hadir

sye dh jnji nge AWAK kn dulu?

AWAK pown kte xnk hadir lagy

knpe tbe2 AWAK mncul balik?

AWAK lupe ke pjanjian kte?

atau sye punce AWAK hadir?

AWAK,balik laa...

2 taon lagy bru AWAK dtg balik oke?

sye tahu AWAK tahu sye snyi

jadi AWAK dtg tmankn sye balik

tp khadiran AWAK wat sye serba x kena

sumenye sperti satu ilusi

hanya byangan yg sye wujudkn sndirian

xpe AWAK

sye dh bese dgn kesunyian nie

AWAK jgn bmbg oke?

sye bkn halau AWAK

cme AWAK hadir pda wktu yg slah

sye ttp mmerlukan AWAK satu ary 6t

sbb dgn khadiran AWAK

sumenye klihatan bmkne lam hidup nie

cme sye perlukan mse untk pulih dr igauan smalam

sye syg AWAK

AWAK pown syg sye

sye taw hakikat tu

cme bleyh x AWAK dtg len kali?

sye sbuk sngat....

sye x maw mgulangi ksilapan yg sme

sbb tu sye xnk AWAK hadir pd wktu ini

sye halau nie bkn sbb sye x syg AWAK

sye cme perlukan mse

AWAK pham kn?

dn mngkin ble AWAK pergi

sye akn nangis sowg2

tp AWAK jgn dtg lagy

ignorekn sye dn tngisn sye

sye akn pnggil AWAK ble sye bersedia

AWAK,bleyh x nie? ^^

ble sye berfikir balik

sye mmg takowt khilangan AWAK

tp sye lebih rela khilangan AWAK dgn kerelaan sye

drpd AWAK hilang tnpe sye rela sperti dulu

sye pown mkin pulih ble jmpe AWAK balik

sbb sye akui sngat

sye bhgia AWAK ade di sisi sye

btowl,sye x tpu...^^(malunyep!)

AWAK pkara tbaik yg pnah sye ade

 tp xpe,sye mmpu hidup agy tnpe AWAK skrg nie

ble sye rndukn AWAK

AWAK dtg laa jnguk2 sye neh?

tp jgn lme2

6t sye syg nk lepaskn AWAK pergi

sperti skrg nie

tangisan itu kekal wujud di hati sye sbb pemergian AWAK

tp tngisan itu yg mbuat sye lebih sygkn AWAK kelak

AWAK pergi oke?

jgn smpay sye mnangis satu ary 6t sbb AWAK lagy

sbb sye dh puas mnangis krana AWAK slalu dtg dn pegy gitu jewp..

AWAK,6t kte wat lolop calling2 ea?

 sbb AWAK xde fon kn?

sye gak yg suh AWAK bg kat sye

sbb sye xnk AWAK tahu keadaan sye

bia pown sye x dpt jmpe AWAK slalu

tp sye akn ttp ingat kat AWAK

sbb AWAK pkara tbaik yg pnah sye lalui

trime kasih AWAK

trime kasih sngat2..=)

mse sye kte cmnie kat AWAK

sye taw AWAK pown sedeyh

AWAK xnk pegy kn?

tp sye pkse AWAK gak

sbb sye taw

AWAK akn dtg balik 6t

dn mse AWAK dtg balik

tntu mse tu sye amat mnantikn khadiran AWAK

untk mwarnai khidupan sye sperti dulu

AWAK jgn degil oke?

pegy laa balik

sye dh byk ckp nie

mte pown dh ngantuk

tp sye ttp fikirkn ttg AWAK

dn sye x rela gak AWAK pergi lagy

sye taw laa

mlam nie mybe AWAK akn pergi snyap2

sbb sye dh nmpk AWAK kemas brg2 AWAK td

sye nk halang AWAK

tp akal sye mhalang sye

maafkn sye sbb bg AWAK pergi

tp sye nk AWAK taw

AWAK je yg mmpu wat hdup sye miserable tnpe khadiran AWAK

sperti mlm nie

haru biru rasenye

ble sye taw AWAK dgr jgak ckp sye

AWAK akn pergi

dn kmbali lagy 2 taon akn dtg..

AWAK,gudnyte oke?

dtg laa jnguk sye 6t

AWAK,sye taw AWAK sedeyh sngt

AWAK x ckp ape2 pown dr tadi

AWAK x pndg pown kat sye mse sye ckp nge AWAK

AWAK risau sye nges opmo ble AWAK pegy 6t

AWAK,sye oke..btowl,x tpu..

AWAK,dh lewat nie

sye pown kene msuk tdo gak

AWAK

jgn lpe jnji kte

AWAK kne dtg 2 taon akn dtg oke??

sye tnggu AWAK

sye janji nge AWAK

AWAK pown sme

nyte AWAK!!

 

     

 

Reason......

The way i behave,
I have my very own reason,
Please understand me,
I couldn't say it today,
One day,
You'll know the truth.

Perhaps tomorrow will never be in my life,
Perhaps tomorrow will be dark forever,
Perhaps tomorrow will never come,
Perhaps tomorrow will be the first day for me to being another person,
Perhaps today will be the last day for me to be myself..

When i open my eyes,
When i still can see the world,
I take a deep sigh relief,
I'm happy,
To see that the world is still with me..

When the day come,
You'll be suprised,
You'll will know the truth,
That time you'll lost a word to say to me,
And all was silent...

Today i'm still with the world,
I'm glad i'm still,
I talked to eveyone i know,
I befriend with everyone,
Coz i know,
Tomorrow will never be the same...

When the time passing by,
I know it won't be long,
I need to do what i want now,
Before it will be too late,
I need to be strong,
Coz tomorrow sure will be harder for me...

I looked again to you,
Wishing i will remember your face and evey words,
So that i won't be lonely,
When the world isn't with me again....

sehari bersama Cameron Highland!!!

assalamualaikum~

hihi,lme aq x update rasenye..haha..tp,post kali nie aq nk sharing2 jewp ea,bkn nk mnunjuk..haha..coz aq tlebih excited dh ea mse nk gy tnh tnggi nie..well,first tyme pegy!!

okeyh3,haha...tmpat tu sjuk gler! mybe sbb mse tu ujan kowt...ketor wase..smpai beli sarung tngan pa..haha..lawak nguh..mse ptg aq mule2 smpai homm,aq check-in apartment,then gy jalan2 slalu..sbb apartment aq dkat je nge pasar mlm..haha..

dn pg slps tu,aq gy jlan2 lop..haha..besh ngat...jlan2 nge kkk nge mk nge ayh..haha...tp,klu ckp kat c2,cm kte ckp kat ngara yg sdg bsalji...gne ahu nk trg..haha..

yg wne purple nie kakak kedue aq..cmeyh x? hehe..=)

nie plowp mk ayh aq..

haha..mse ambik gmbar nie,mmg sjuk glewp,sbb bru lps ujan..kalu kat aprtment,lantai tu aq wase cm xnk sntuh jewp.haha.mse aq mule2 mari cni,mmg bkabus arr..jalan pown x nmpk..

slpas gy jalan2 kat pasar pg tu,aq gy jlan2 kat kdai bnge,taman teh nge taman rama2..excited plek je aq cter..haha..bia laa..kat kdai bnge tu,aq jumpe nge kwn lame aq! haha..dye fom2 skrg nie,lelaki arr,nme pnggilan dye eman..haha..aq knal dye x lme dh..nge family dye skli aq jumpe..klakar btowl..haha..lme btowl x jumpe dye..=)

hehe..lme x nek mnde menan hop kene ltak duit ouh..hak3..jd teruja pa nk nek..xpe,c2 xde owg gop yg mmndg dgn wajah yg plek tgk aq nek mnde tu..hahaha..tp,nk wat cmner,duit xde..jd duk sje2 je laa ats tu..haha
   

                                                                                                       nie adk aq...

dye hmpir dkat2 dh nk sme tnggi nge aq..owg laki kn,mmg g2..ketinggian diowg mmg pesat..hak3..dn,aq ade mntak tlg eman,ambik gmbar aq sekeluarge..dn se nie sje gambo hop satu family yg aq ade di cmeron..=)

meh aq perkenalkan sket sal family aq..haha..

yg wmne purple tu,kkk kedue aq..sblah tu ayh n mk aq..yg kecik tu adk aq..yg tdg coklat tu kakk pertama aq..hihi...thenx to eman sbb tlg ambik gmbo..haha

nie cactus yg ade kat taman tu..=)
besar2 glewp kn? huhu..harge pown besar2 gop..haha..mk aq ade beli yg kecik pnye,sng sket nk ltak kat mne2 6t..haha..bru aq taw,cactus nie ade byk wne..haha..slme nie,aq x pernah taw ape2 pun sal cactus..huhu..tp,ble aq mari cameron ni,aq teringatkn seseowg yg ade kaitan jugak nge cameron nie..haha..spe? hemm..ade laa..haha

nie mse kat luar kedai jual brg2 cnderamata tu..haha..kng lop..byk ngat strawberry..haha..beso2 lop tu...ngee~

 

nie mse aq kat taman rama2...mule2 nk ambik rama2 kecik jewp,tp stiap kali aq nk ambik,dye pownn trbg slmbe jep...x geram ane pown..haha..last2,nie rama2 bso gop hop x gerak ble aq pgg dye..haha..

 

 

nie taman yg aq lawat last skali sblom balik..tp x dang duk lme,ujan slpas tu..huhu..tp,mmg besh arr dpt luangkn mse nge family kat tmpat sejuk cmnie..haha

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btw,oke laa! nk out dah nie..haha..last2 siap gop aq update..haha..tata everyone!! thenx for visiting my blog..ngee~

humphhh

assalamualaikum

lme btowl aq x update blog nihh..xde mood,xde mse...humm..ntah laa..ape yg akn aq tulis nie sbnarnye x aq putuskn lagy..cume yg aq taw fikiran aq celaru skrg nih..sumenye x kene..sumenye wat aq penin kpale..dh hnye satu tmpat yg mmpu aq tuju ble aq hadapi perasaan cmtu,iaitu blogg aq..

maybe laa,aq gunekan blogg nie untk aq lpaskn tknn prasaan aq nih..sumenye aq cter..tu kdg2 aq takowt gop,kalu owg bce dn mreka dpat fahami ape yg aq bnar2 mksudkn..itu pasti merumitkn..dn aq dh jumpe sowg..mmg taw laker laa..kalu aq xde mood ker,mmg cpat je dye kesan..huhu..tp aq wase epy gop ade owg yg leyh fahami diri aq nie..

kdg2,aq cube jd owg yg complicated,aq xnak ape yg aq rase dketahui owg len..sbb aq lebih suke mnggung mnde tu seowg diri..biakn aty aq yg pendam sume tu..huhu..tp ble owg cmnie hadir lam idowp aq,wase mngkin hdup aq lebeyh rngan..mybe sbb aq dh leyh crite sume problem aq kat dye..cume aq harap,dye bkn owg yg akn wat aq mnges lagy sbb tsalah mnilai owg...btowl,aq mharapkn dye bkn owgnye..

dn aq di cni,aq putuskn...aq nk truskn hidup aq tnpe mmdg ape yg tlah blaku walaupun mnde tu pahit...walau ape pun,aq akn blajar dr kesilapan yg tlah aq lakukan dhulu..aq xkn bnarkn ia blaku..dn andai mmg takdir ia akn blaku pada aq jugak,dn owg yg mlakukan mnde itu pada aq adlah owg yg amat aq hargai lam idowp nie,mybe aq mmerlukan mse yg amat lme untk mmaafkan dye...

humphh....aq waser pngalamn yg aq dpati spnjg 3 taon skola mngah nie,btowl2 wat aq blajar mnjadi seowg insan yg mmpu tabah lam mhadapi dugaan yg akn dtg...ia amat myakitkn tp itulah erti satu kehidupan..kehidupan itu tak bererti andainye sume yg kite nk sumenye kte dpt tnpe usaha...

"life without fwen are not thinkable" ble dye kte cm2,aq snyap...aq mgiyakn kata2 itu,tp andai kwn itu myakiti kite sekian kalinye,adakah ia masih bererti? atau kite patowt trus mnahan hubungan psahabatn itu x kre sakitnye kte? mybe,,,mybe btowl,kalu dye slalu sakiti aq,xpe,aq akn tnjukkn bhwe aq bnar2 mharapkn hubungan psahabtan ini akn trus wujud...walaupun aq pnah btowl2 patah smngat kerana itu,aq kini dh bngkit..dn aq akn buktikan,aq bkn owg selemah dulu...

aq tgk cter fairy tail lenim..cter tu cter anime,and btowl2 mbakar smngat aq untk truskn khidupan nih..awk,trime ksih sbb pkenalkn cter nie eh? ^_^

cter nie btowl2 wat aq pcaye,hidup nie adlah stu khidupan yg amat mbahagiakn jika mgikut fitrahnye..dn aq pcaye,hidup nie adlah amat bmakne,jd hadapilah hdup nie nge snyuman..sbb itu je pnawar yg kte ade...

and,mybe kalu aq ade mood agy nk update post bru lam blog nihh,aq akn update...tp kalu x,aq arap,korg yg bce blog nie dapat................

wish kat aq spya dpt result gempak untk pmr nie!!

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